Harvey fucked up big time

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July 14, 2025

Everything I've done for this website so far is gone, as if it had never esisted. I am severely dissapointed right now.

July 15, 2025

After slaving away all day te web page has most of it;s original content and build(excluding some obviouse flaws...) AND it also has a new music player!!! Isn;t that cool!!!! So it;s not all doom and gloom :3 . I do despereatly need to scour for all the stuff I lost though, it took me 30 minutes to find that autism Jotaro image from tumblr again. Copy pasting image adresses is so convenient but at what cost </3.

July 16, 2025

I feel very augh right now, like tired and not wanting to do anything. I'm gonna make starberry milk though so today won;t be completetly without achievment. I need to work on all my sites too but I think I'll need to find a different time for that, today is not a great day.

I have a headache. Water is not helping.

I frew up :[

July 17, 2025

Good news! I am better! I did not throw up today, big plus! I also got better coffee, two packs! It's SIGNIFICANTLY better than the last brand and I've thouroghly enjoyed it. I do have to store one in the freezer for now tho so it stays fresh (or according to my mum at least, idk if that'll actually work). I was feeling pretty down in the dumps today, not for any particular reason though I think I just got off schedual. But uhhh yeah, now the music player isn't working and i'm tryna find out why and things are just hard for no reason. And my friend is getting me to watch Neon Genisis Evangelion so that's cool. I already watched a third of it but I wasn't a huge fan of the fanservice they thrust upon those 16 year olds so I stopped...I'll just skip ahead really fast this time.

July 18, 2025

AHHH I accdidently put the years as 2024! Good thing I fixed it...anywho I have some deeper stuff to wonder about. Why is it that I don't know what I look like? I can't reognize myself when I look in the mirror and every time I look it's a completely different person! Is that really how I apphear to other people? I thought I looked...different, but I don't really know what I look like do I? Maybe it's cuz I'm not on T yet, maybe it's cuz I can't recognize faces, I do think it's the first one though. I don't feel like...myself. I don't wanna exist like this. I hope that orange bitch keels over and fuckig dies tommorrow and all of the other people who share facist desires so gender affirming care can even become a smidgen more accesible. He's not the only problem though, I think we need to get rid of captalism first cuz it's literally the root of a lot of if not all the issues ever. Racism? Captalism is inherently racist cuz minorities don't even get half the chance half-assed white men do. cuz it was made to be that way by guess who? Racist half-assed white men! Funny how the ones in who persist the system always put themselves at the top of the pyramid. Captalism's basically slavery but you get paid a little, do everything get nothing. Is this rant even anything? I feel like my thinking is too shallow to really get into anything rn and I'm also multitasking a chapter review, I need a seperate certified capatlism hate site. I also hate how much light polution there is. It sucks (captalism strikes again). I wanna see the stars and the unearthly wonders, not some vague gradient with a few specks. I remeber seeing the real sky one time when I was like, 8? It was so, so beautiful, I was outside a tent and there was just so much. I didn't know the sky was so vast, lotsa the time the sky above my childhood home was a pinkish color cuz we lived really close to the city and at most you could see ursula. I wish I could look out the window to see the beauty the night holds for us whenever I wanted. It's also so stupid how we need cars, it was all a scheme by a car company to sell more cars in the first place. They bought and threw away all the public trolleys so they could create a false shortage and sell mroe cars. (Captalism-core) I like taking care of myself and others, I'm not very good at it though. I also worked on a fanfic more, I can't tell if my writing is good or not though </3. When I'm done I'll finally fill out the fanfic section.

July 19, 2025

Today was slow, I did catagorize JoJo characters based on if they could say the bad word for gay tho. I might make a detailed explanation on why or why not.

July 20, 2025

I really didn't do anything, well, I did figure out how to make an infinite carousel animation for my jjba blinkie row! It's suppppperrrr cool!!! I am also very, very hungry, and eepy, and I feel like crap. I wish I still felt as hyperfixated on my website like I was 2 weeks ago cuz I was in peak physical performance. Also I forgot I was tryna participate in artfight! Ah! I'm scared to check my notifications on it cuz like what if I got kicked out or smth idk. I was working on a huge attack like, a fully rendered background and everything, I NEED to finish it cuz it'll def make them happy and also be worth at least 200 points. I wanna draw 2D and Jotaro in an EVA suit too, I think that'll be fun and silly. I like NGE aesthetics and plotline, the mental torment they get put through is so peak. I love how old anime looks (Stardust Crusaders OVA moment). I'm listening to Detroit atm, it's very silly, also it's like THE autism song methinks. And it finished...but now I get to listen to Momentz! Momentz is soooooooo good, like the rythm is just so satisfying and myy ears are always so happy! It's like Bratz for masc gay men.

July 22, 2025

Oof, I got sick for reals this time :/. And I also tossed my phone on the ground and now it won't turn on! How awesome <3 I was too sick to do anything yesterday but I'm taking the moments right after you wake up where you don't know if you're sick or not yet to do stuff. Also Paige if ur reading this uhhh yeah phone won't turn on :((((

I got better! Yippee!! Also I'm currently drawing 2D and Jotaro in plug suites or whatever from NGE! They look very cool I think, I basically modified Shinji's and Asuka's suites. Aw man I love Gorillaz :)

July 23, 2025

My coffee this morning was really good! I suppose as a trade off for my good fortune I have to watch my litte brother who is also a cocky ipad kid. He won't stop 1: purposfully annoying me 2: fake crying when anything remotely unfair happens. He wouldn't stop hitting the wall so naturaully I took away his ipad but he started to cry to try and make me feel bad for him :/ I hate kids...he is still just a person though, he's learning how to be one too. I don't think he's a bad kid though, I just think he needs to learn that hitting walls and egging people on by screeching for no reason even if they told you to stop has consequences....At least now that I took away his ipad he's playing with physicall toys and stimming healthily. Also I accidently stayed up until 4 am today cuz I was so focused on finishing up my sketch of 2D in an eva suit, I might get a photo in the WIP part of my art website.

Staying up wayyyyy too late listening to music and making the chapter review again </3

July 24, 2025

Something quiet funny happened today, I was washing the dishes and arguing about how my lil' sibling shouldn;t be there with me and I kepy calleng them, well them, and my mum got pissed cuz she's lowkey a bogot BUT it turned out alright cuz she kept messing up and it led to a good laugh. Also severely tired, like very.

July 25, 2025

I stayed up way too late playing pokemon online and now it's 4:30(technically the next day) so I'm just not gonna go to sleep, Who knows, it might fix my sleep schedual! Also I have not been working on my website or art cuz I've been so absorbed in god forsaken game, damn ye hyperfixations! At least I have yummy food for when it's socially acceptable to go downstairs. I gotta work on my cool headcannons page for my jjba blog, I'll probably paste in the text for Josephs tommorow as well as an image + text for Joots (so it's finished)

July 26, 2025

Yeah I'm not getting anything done, instead of beating myself up over neglecting my interests I'll just enjoy myself until the hyperfixation wears off (then I can return to my children <3 ) So far I have a Minum named Dee(after 2D), a wierd metal bird named Mudz(after Murdoc), a wierd blue dog named Noodle(guess who), a pikachu named Russ, and a gardevoir named Jotaro cuz it has sketc h(so it's the same type of ____ as star platinum.) I'll probably rename my current favs to the members cuz I rather the whole band be on my team at once, I'll probs catch a ghost type and name it Del as well! Oh yeah I'm pirating it btw.

July 27, 2025

I quit that run after finding out umbreon and gallade weren't included in the game, I spent hourrrss looking for a pokemon platinum to pirate but the only one was an unfinisheromd...I have instead started Pokemon Gaia! Super fun stuff. I wanted to evolve my eevee into an umbreon but alas it evolved into sylveon which is also cool cuz trans flag! Mildly disspointed tho...BUT I have also decided to just replay it now that I know not to rack up levels too quickly. Next time it'll be safely locked away in the pc. Also I have a problem with getting to carried away with my hyperfixations, I reread some SBR while also only listened to gorillaz for 2 hours! Great stuff dude, not very productive though. I also accidently washed an old burger with my blanket...not very good stuff. I rewashed it of course but the smell lingers ever so slightly....

July 28, 2025

I thought I woke up at 4 today and panicked so hard, but it was 11. How did I mess up my clock that bad....

July 29, 2025

I cleaned my room pretty good today, well less cleaned and more organized but same difference. I also reordered my bathroom so it wasn;t so clunky, my nightly routine goes much smoother now! I also Finally put the damn pokemon game down(I'm a dopamine junkie </3) to work on the plugsuite designs for 2D and Jotaro! I'm havuing trouble with the hands(of course) but otherwise things are chill. Also my phone is still broken so I havne't been able to update my art website much cuz like, no picys. I miss my friends, we live kinda close but they're a 30 min drive away and I haven;t the oppurtunity to ask my mum for a ride (drivers liscense me damned(I simpy haven;t done the paperwork for the permit part but I'm getting there!!!)) I DID get matcha today, although it would have been better to return it cuz that stuff was 18 bucks for 30 servings. I usually get a big ol' bag for like, 12? 20? I fotgot, but it lasts MONTHS. It has like, 200 days worth of matcha in there! And it's the everyday type too, this one packet is higher quality but it's almost TOO high just for someone to drink while exploring the web, doodling, or listening to music. At least I'm not jacked on caffiene but honestly I feel no different than if I did have coffee. Imma copy paste some stuff from a draft rq to my headcannons page cuz I've been neglecting like, everyithing. Also the HTML day celebrations look so fun! I hope everyone's enjoying themselves :3

July 31, 2025

Whoopsie I skipped yesterday :[ Ah well it wasn't very exciting anyway, all I did was re-read some SDC and look at pinterest. Also Matcha was very very nice. Today I grinded for a shiny male ralts(shiny gallade is so cool) but alas I have no luck, also worked on the plugsuit thingies. And I just realized today was the last day for artfight...whoopsie...my only work is of some persons OC smoking a fat blunt but that's kinda funny so it's not THAT bad...

August 1, 2025

I feel deep forboding in my soul.

August 3, 2025

The sun is so pretty today, it's bright vermilion against a grey-blue gradient. I love the sun.

I'm so excited for tommorow cuz I get a package full of gummies and candy (a guy can have a lil' treat once in a while hehe (24 PACKS of candy for 16 dollars is literally a STEAL, there were SOOOOO many milk tea kit-kats(I love kit-kats)).) I got them before but they were just wayyyy to good to not get again, also I offered one of my friends shark gummies that were in included in the pack cuz she loves sharks and obviously she said yes so I'm gonna work real hard to not eat them before we meet each other again. Also I want a boyfriend to refer to as my wife cuz that "I miss my wife" clip is so silly and I want to say it all the time but actually about someone cuz I want a wife but like actually I want a husband but calling them my wife would be cooler cuz like, I feel like wife is more affectionate? Idk I never thought of wife as being gendered it's like the word spouse to me. I want a boy-wife. Or masc nonbinary-wife. Someone I can love basically (I crave to give and recieve affectione.) I want someone who I can put stickers on, I have so many sparkly stars, and also to draw, and to yap about Gorillaz and listen tp them with (especially), and to cosplay Johnny and Gyro (I call dibs Gyro ahead of time cuz I like his hat). And also to carry bridal style. And to cuddle, but like at their house cu my house is embarassing to be in for several reasons.

August 5, 2025

Wow I have an appontment tommorow! So cool... I still need to take a shower but I suppose I'll just do that tommorow morning instead.

I watched Slimecicles stream covering the super cool pokemon nuzlock tourny he was invited to and I am convinced if he wasn't a generally awesome and sweet guy we would be in deep trouble because he was pulling mind games and tormenting his oponenets all for the sake of the game, like he's basically never TOUCHED a console before and he still managed to train hard enough to 2-0 everyone he was put against except for the last rounds against Valkyrae. Like this was a typical Team Rocket playthrough, if he's not one of the main villains in the next game (I have no clue about any of the official ones tbh I only play ROM hacks lol) I'm gonna be dissapointed.

August 8, 2025

Wow I have an appontment tommorow! So cool... I still need to take a shower but I suppose I'll just do that tommorow morning instead.

I had a MASSIVVVEE headache, and still do, from yesterday. Things could be better. I did expose a person to Gorillaz so that's really cool!

August 9, 2025

Gute Nachricten! Ich krankt nicht! My migrane is gone altough I do still feel ever so slightly faint. Today I colored a doodle of Joeseph Joestar w/purple and blue and it looks very, very cute, might make it into a sticker or pin or SOMETHING cuz I did a really nice job. I also drew The Now Now album cover (not woblly sadly, that would take, like, a week) and now I have a new pin for my bag :3. I've been getting a lot of nature documentries recomended to me on my feed and it's all cute and super cool (or violent) and I'm just chilling there until they start fucking. Like broski give me a five second warning at least I didn't need that today.

August 10, 2025

I know I have to wake up early tommorow but I'm so excited to see my friends!! My new schedual lowkey sucks and is amazing at the same time but all that matters is that my friends took the same ones :,) .

August 12, 2025

Damn I'm really never going to see lotsa my friends for a long, long time. Classes are boring and we took kinda different things so I see like, 1 person every other class (except for when it's finally lunch time, then I get to see Paige.)

August 13, 2025

I accidently drank spoilt milk...it tastes so funky and gross :[ How did this even happen we just got it???

Connecting with others is so hard, like what if they realize I'm wierd and stuff? I can't help but feel the environment around me is critical of queer folks, every time I correct them on my name I feel like I just did something wrong. Also I'm trying not to watch YouTube but my pookie bear Slimcicle is on there </3 I'm trying my best to not tho, I even signed into twitch for the first time in a year to watch him ge tabsoluetely blasted off of 1/3 of a white claw and half a pound of cheescake.

August 16, 2025

I am weary.

August 19, 2025

I am weary-er, but I got two cute teacups on Sunday!! They're so adorable, they're from germany and have a beautiful, delicate blue flower pattern around the brim and silver accents. And the best part? Only. Two. Dollars. For TWO!!! Wonderful. I want to listen to Gorillaz in the mornings but my phone is STILL FUCKING BROCKENNN. Also working on my portfolio...I wish fanart was allowed cuz some of my Gorillaz stuff is so fucking awesome (and also wanna draw more of them and Jotaro.) I cannot wait for their new album :]

I kinda like the Geico gecko, it's just a guy and there's something charming about that.

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